Looks like I chose a bad time to take a trip out of town.

..I'm back now, but I'm sitting here with a frown. Just what in the hell did I miss?

I've been a bit out of comission lately. I'm not as invincible as I thought I was. However, I'm not about to go into that. Not now, not ever.

...anything interesting as of late?

I don't think I can stomach another moment inside. I'm getting sick of pizza and soda and re-runs of old shows that I know word for word. Kinda just loses its spark. Maybe I'll get back into the swing of it when I get out, see a few faces, and feel like I'm making myself useful.

Needless to say, I'm headed out. If anyone needs me    actually, no. I don't care.

If you need me you can wait.

This morning was horrible -- hangover from hell. Ugh. I kid you not. I'm not normally the type of guy that drinks, either. I just wanted to know what it was like to be drunk and I really don't get why people do it on a daily basis. It's not something I'd willingly repeat unless I truly wanted to forget myself for the night and everything around me. 

Come to think of it ... that doesn't sound like a half bad idea, but then again, there's got to be an easier way. One that doesn't induce migranes and vomiting.

     speaking of vomiting, did I mention that Clan Hunters annoy me? 'Cause they do. Way more than they should. I guess I can understand the need to fight for something; to protect. It makes you feel like you matter, it gives you a purpose. 

But killing without even knowing if the person you're knocking off is actually a murderer? Talk about Fucked Up. Yeah, capitals. That kinda reckless action deserves capital letters. I know I probably won't convince anyone otherwise, but not all vampires are in for the thrill of the kill. 

Some of them are much like humans. Actually, all of them are. Because humans can be murderers, too. But even our murderers have to be caught in the crime, have to face judgment, and they get a trial before they're deemed to their death. Anyway, that was really just something that was bugging me.

Things have been ... quiet. It's kind of nice in that 'I'm-going-to-kill-myself-because-I'm-not-doing-what-it-is-that-I-do-normally' kind of way.

Hn. Whatever. I'm off to go do someone something. Something amazing. Whatever that means....